December 2011
I am lonely.
Music always reflects my mood.
Suicide silence Emmure Throats WCWBT Whitechapel The black dahlia murder The Acacia strain more. Fuck typing.
I genuinely think
that self esteem is something I do not possess.I would post here that I hate everything about myself and that I don’t find myself attractive. About how I feel like I’m not good enough for anyone and I deserve nothing out of relationships with people. But that would come across as pathetic and stuff. Even though I just did. Put on a happy face.
atotaldick asked: LOL GED HIYA
When people ask fucking ridiculously easy...
Google’s a fucking thing, by the way.
Random words.
People who say random things, be it sentences or words, in situations where normal answers are valid annoy me. It was funny in secondary school for all of a week. You have no depth of character, shutup.
Name something
in your life that you’re proud and glad that you’ve achieved?
My mind is racing.
As is the norm.
Me and Will now have a deal which consists of if either one of us dies, the other has to wear nothing but a thong to the funeral. It’s a morbid thing that I’ve always thought about. A hint of humour is how I’d like to go out.
As a side note, I’ve also been thinking about how lucky people are to be in relationships. I don’t know how to convey this...
Someone
should talk to me, leave me asks or something. I have nothing to do tonight.
cauterizewithkisses.tumblr.com/ask
It's weird how
some people, particularly on Facebook which is populated mostly by fucking idiots, can say something that can be interpreted as really philosophical and deep and loads of people like it. Yet when you actually think about it, they’re either saying something really fucking obvious in a spastic way, or stating really clichéd sentences.
People don’t really think about anything, do they?
mlh-x asked: Look at your phone and you have the same nose as your mum thats as i can see how you look like your mum
Do you know how many
old women have approached me and told me I look like my Mum? Hunners, now it’s on Tumblr. Stop that.
dr4gon1te asked: because you are sexy and you speak very wise and wonderful words :)
tell me why you follow me
cauterizewithkisses.tumblr.com/ask
totallyjodie asked: i like your blog:) its nice!
Anonymous asked: Have you ever considered a career in journalism or writing? I've followed you for a wee while now and you write beautifully and have a very interesting mind. You should definitely consider it, I think you'd do very well.
Apparently
being able to cook is a trait that makes you attractive. My dinner tonight was venison, mashed potatoes and veg and yep, don’t wanna brag or anything but I made it all.
Anon who wanted my family.
I’ll add to these, I had to wrestle my Mother to take a fucking photo with me, because she hates how she looks in all pictures in existance ever. But regardless:
Me and Jamie!
Me and Mum:
candyflossheadx asked: your blog is nice and you are nice too. nicey nice nice (:
See hardcore music mentality
isn’t it a “treat everyone equal” one? Why are people fighting over whether or not you can actually like it, if you have a fanny?
Anonymous asked: Can you post a picture of you and you family? Btw, you seem like a really sound, genuine guy :)
verbal-daggers asked: Thank you very much for saying so, you honestly seem like such a lovely person whenever I talk to you on here. I think there's very few people out there that strike the right balance between caring and not caring like you do.
Fucking conversations.
Conversations are great when you think about the amount of tangents and points of view and topics and opinions that can be in one.
The one I just had with my mum included a story about a family member being a cow and why, the fact that something horrible’s happened to someone we know; which I’m gonnae talk about in a minute so that’s another tangent, and then she ran in to show...
Know what's dead good?
when something happens when you’re drunk and it means a lot to you but you’re thinking “aw it was probably just cos it was drunken, it meant nothing” and then it happens again when you’re sober which reaffirms that it was indeed meant to be happening.
That made sense, I think.
I hate on here when
someone considered beautiful posts a picture and gets 3287692 notes and then someone who is equally as beautiful posts one and it goes unnoticed. Everyone’s beautiful. Share the love. This person’s putting themselves out there and going unnoticed. It’s weird. I find it weird.
vigilantesanon said:
“yeh, elephants live quite long naturally, so there wouldn’t be much ivory to go round, and if tusks appear on the open market ivory popularity would increase. so more people would turn to illegal sources due to the short supply of legal ivory”
My plan to save elephants worldwide has failed but I will succeed, one day.
Anonymous asked: would like to live inside your head for a day
See when elephants die
of natural causes or whatever, if they harvested their tusks after that and then sold them on an open market, would it not allow the price of them to go down and kill the need to go to illegal methods to buy them? Which would in turn cut down on the amount of people killing them for their ivory.. because there would be no demand when it’s freely on sale?
Although elephants take a long time...
Anonymous asked: be crazy with me If you could morph your ideal partner what would they be like/look like
sugarcoatedshit asked: hello again too. how was your christmas? what wonderful presents did you recieve?
Anonymous asked: I would do bad dirty things to you. (read this as 'i liked your 'i am comfortable with my body' post')
I am actually so gutted
At lots and lots of things. Fuck making plans, they just get shat on when I do.
Rare "I feel okay about my body" post
<generic OMG DON’T LOOK LOL text>
Idk why weird pose, sue me.
It's a lovely day, stop fucking moaning.
Daytime telly
What is this pish? Is this why you people get up at “sensible” times? Fuck this pish. Takeshi’s castle was good though. I wantae go out now. Wake up, world.
Craig charles
Has had a weird tv career. Red dwarf, takeshi’s castle and corrie. Weird things for one man.